I fly.
Tell me if it does not happen to you, when you see this picture.
Mmm well, perhaps not.
But me.. oh that's a different thing.
I feel like I'm floating, and my feet don't touch the ground. I can see myself there. Everywhere I want to go. There, just over that mountain, lying on my back, looking up, the sun over my face, breathing "that" air, that place, that immensity. Oh.. I just wonder.. how would I feel? Like at home? Like a summer day here? Or perhaps, like other places? Or would it make me feel that feeling of belonging, of knowing that we all are one? I really really want to know. And everytime I think about it, electricity comes to me, through my bones, through my flesh, through my mind. And explodes there. It gives me that kind of adrenaline that makes me want to experience it.
Really.
But when, suddenly a noise brings me back to "reality", I tell myself: "believe it and make it true".

Part of me knows or dreams with that.
Part of me, sometimes thinks that it's "imposible", that there's no time...
Part of me tries to be positive, tries to say: "hey! we're going to make it!".
Part of me keeps me tied with my own insecurities, my own low self-esteem...
Part of me is a bit of everything.
And then, there is that part of me, which acts as the "glue", putting it all together again.

I don't know.
Perhaps I'll realize, not now of course (everything comes with experiencies), that I belong here. And I'll always do.
I want to free that wild spirit who is begging me for freedom. I tell her: "not know dear.. Today, now, we have to do what we ought to do. Don't worry, our time will come. For sure".

Although I'm anxious and I can't wait, I force myself to be patient. (and that applies to every aspect of my life, not just the "world").


So I have to remember, this. This feeling. These words. To be brave and not a coward anymore. To confront the problems and obstacles. I don't want to run away again. I've been doing it almost all my life. So, dear V, remember it. If it's necessary.. just press the "play" button, and fly again.