Am I always gonna feel like this? Like ET in planet earth? Today, while I was 'in' the conversation I felt outside the conventional world. I'm not twenty anymore and according to everybody I'm suppose to be doing what people of my age do: work, having a bf and i if you have it, thinking in marriage, children, dealing with daily problems of that life. And it's not just her... everyone else of this same age is doing the same. No. Of course not me.
'Late bloomers are the best' somebody said... Yeah... but why do I have to feel like this everytime? I know the answer. It's because of ME. Because of the way I think, because I think is not ok for me to be 'travelling endlessly'. I feel everything. I feel that life is far far way from me. And when I think of my dreams, my wishes... that's when I become an alien in my own world. I can fly but always with a foot on the ground.
Now I know that I'm not the only one... but if the world is full of outsiders... what then?
